I'm tired ...
When some morning i through with a bad condition ...
I step forward although i felt can't get my walk
Ya allah ...
This my jurney ???
Without colour happiness , without anything that can i mention it as my well life ...
I'm sick ...
I feel the world was tormented me now
In my loneliness this time , i wanna to say ...
When i happy ... ???
My days i hold every honesty bcos i believe maybe will there is result from these all my sorrow ...
Ya allah ...
Angry ?
Doesn't reasons for me to be get my angry even if i having bad mind today but it s just my think when i feeling i missing my great smile ...
My condition is weak now , but i know shouldn't i to much speak even say this all is a god mistake ...
Could i stoped this life but i knew never be a best ways if i must hopeless ...
I wanna to cry ...
I wanna to cry ...
I wanna to cry ...
But my eyes wasn't having tears for always got tear in everytime .
Ya allah ...
Maybe in their eyes , i'm happy person without any conpusion even maybe their tought my life without gloomy moment ,
Yah .. With looking my smile , my laugh , my joke even every my speech ... I seen like a lucky person . But may you think ...
I'm here so tired though the money in my hold , in my hand ... I didn't feel that it s my happiness .
I no need those all , if my life must alone ...
I no need those all if my life so far with them who are i loved ...
Doddy ...
I missing you dod ...
Forgive me cos this during i still can't bringing happiness for you ... When your age little a little begin going ...
My dear ... A cute boy ...
I love you dear ...
Forgive your mommy ...
When a within you needing the mother figure ... But i lost from your life , from your days , from your times .
Hopefully ... Somedays we can together again and passing our life with full joy .
Now ... In the last day and going to evening time and begin a night dark until temorow morning . I will always patient for my hopes ...
I gönna get my pray when that it s time for me to deliver all my life to god ... Who is a great in everythings .
I'm tired ... I'm sick ... My soul is painfulls but i don't want to cry anymore .
Enough ... Enough ... Enough ... I'm bord always regreting my life .
I sure still there is more a bad life in out side of them than a way of my life now .
I will never give up ...
I will never weak ...
I must be strong cos a perfection life not bcos a human full perfect but how them using a mind for some perfection ...
By . Me
When some morning i through with a bad condition ...
I step forward although i felt can't get my walk
Ya allah ...
This my jurney ???
Without colour happiness , without anything that can i mention it as my well life ...
I'm sick ...
I feel the world was tormented me now
In my loneliness this time , i wanna to say ...
When i happy ... ???
My days i hold every honesty bcos i believe maybe will there is result from these all my sorrow ...
Ya allah ...
Angry ?
Doesn't reasons for me to be get my angry even if i having bad mind today but it s just my think when i feeling i missing my great smile ...
My condition is weak now , but i know shouldn't i to much speak even say this all is a god mistake ...
Could i stoped this life but i knew never be a best ways if i must hopeless ...
I wanna to cry ...
I wanna to cry ...
I wanna to cry ...
But my eyes wasn't having tears for always got tear in everytime .
Ya allah ...
Maybe in their eyes , i'm happy person without any conpusion even maybe their tought my life without gloomy moment ,
Yah .. With looking my smile , my laugh , my joke even every my speech ... I seen like a lucky person . But may you think ...
I'm here so tired though the money in my hold , in my hand ... I didn't feel that it s my happiness .
I no need those all , if my life must alone ...
I no need those all if my life so far with them who are i loved ...
Doddy ...
I missing you dod ...
Forgive me cos this during i still can't bringing happiness for you ... When your age little a little begin going ...
My dear ... A cute boy ...
I love you dear ...
Forgive your mommy ...
When a within you needing the mother figure ... But i lost from your life , from your days , from your times .
Hopefully ... Somedays we can together again and passing our life with full joy .
Now ... In the last day and going to evening time and begin a night dark until temorow morning . I will always patient for my hopes ...
I gönna get my pray when that it s time for me to deliver all my life to god ... Who is a great in everythings .
I'm tired ... I'm sick ... My soul is painfulls but i don't want to cry anymore .
Enough ... Enough ... Enough ... I'm bord always regreting my life .
I sure still there is more a bad life in out side of them than a way of my life now .
I will never give up ...
I will never weak ...
I must be strong cos a perfection life not bcos a human full perfect but how them using a mind for some perfection ...
By . Me
oleh Lia Hermawati Chandra pada 25 April 2011 pukul 19:16 ·
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