Kamis, 13 Desember 2012

MY TEARS IN MY SMILES

Ya allah ...
So hard i passing this life when i've mind . I'm human without happiness could i always smiling even laughing but i knew i weak i didn't have streinght .
Ya allah ...
At this country though i felt i alone , i lonely but i believe YOU always beside me , huging me , holding my hand and protecting me in every my time .
Ya allah ...
Without you i can't sure i can stand perfect here . But because you also i feel i wasn't have meaning with this all .
Ya allah ...
Doesn't i never gratitude but , may i get little happiness more than this .
I'm just human who never enough in every wants , i knew it , i knew ...
Ya allah ...
Look at me , this tears with didn't i aware i just feel tired about my life .
All sufferings , all badness , all failures ...
Look at me ya robb ...
Would you always tormented me with another thing ? While i must honest i didn't can throught it .
Ya allah ...
From my moment small to i got young girl and then i have marriage until now you has giving me son , the human that being my great hopes , my future . I always glad , i always patient in the faced those all .
Ya allah ...
Now i've angry , to me , their , my life and all .
Why must me ? That always you test with every your testly .
Ya allah ...
Maybe this time i have tought this life so suck , this life so worse for me .
Forgive me ya robb
I know i'm not a good human as the woman muslem but i hope you know although every words even my behavior so bad but you are always in my heart .
Ya allah ...
Though i've sad but i sure i still can to get my beautiful smile like you know me i'm a glad woman from past , now until later .
Let me calm down and give me more patience again ...
Wish i always given every your goodness . Amien
Tawakaltu alalloh
I believe because Allah
I crying because allah
And i got my smiles again because allah .
Lahaola walakuwata ilabilah .

Thanks ya allah
Thanks a lot for everythings .
By me
LIA HERMAWATI CHANDRA
Wanna streinght soul this time and continue


 oleh Lia Hermawati Chandra pada 13 Juni 2011 pukul 21:01

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