Senin, 06 Mei 2013

* INSYA ALLAH THERE IS A WAY *

Even if with a still bad language i try to share my sadness on this note that i hope can making me little better . 
I loved him doesn't bcause he handsome or he is rich , for me those all a second factor . 
I loved him with my sincerity and i've promise i will keep our love . 
Day by day we are of both passed with a nice story and he was making me happy in everything , but now all about it has been go away together you who i loved . 
At this time just a tears that joining me here and a broken of heart which bringing me a hopeless . 
I wanna to cry until this tear become dry but everytime it's never be dry . I wanna to angry but to whom i can be angry while i'm alone here without anybody beside me . 
I just felt dark when the light still look and just a sad song on my mobile that i hear as my loneliness friend .
God , would i believe to love even a men anymore while i've felt i hate this situation . 
I see everything is bulshit but i knew my love to you not as a bulshit thing . 
The evening gloomy , here i'am disasspoint by all , painfull like stop my breath but still awake of my body . 
Just closing my eyes , feeling my sadness and get it as leson when someday will giving me a great experiences in the future . 
Should i being hater men , but i know life is a love . 
God , i indeed still loving him and doesn't a laugh when he is leave . 
Are you know ? Hw much i loving you ... 
Maybe for you i'am just a dirty woman who is didn't holy anymore with my stats . But are a mistake if i loved you and feel i can't walk without you ... 
Not a dreams , my story love although just in the internet line for me these all is my hopes that will i pick someday . 
Now ... Everything was change already . I'm pain ... 
And you so early forgoting me and let me alone with a broken hopes . 
There is no words that i can i tell to this world , just sawing my sad face and the red eyes with a tears in my cheeck . 
Ah ... I'm tired 
I wanna be calm . I want to throw this story but i know my heart denying it . 
Let me alone with all my sadness in this evening that begin dark until temorow and the morning sun got smiles for me and my life will be bright again . 
Lia ... I sure you are strong and glad woman , don't be give up ... Believe everything will be ok later ! 
Remove your tears and say '' I'm sincere ! '' and keep smiling even though there is a sadness in your soul . 
Let the time make clear these all , your life not for today . Day is a day ... Temorow will come and the future will be perfect with your smiles . Amin ... 
Insya Allah , there is a way ... ! 

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